Reborn part I (an Attempt)

Dear me,
Had I try to know you
more than anything in this world

Had I change
any particular way
just to meet you

Had I whisper you
though you ignore

Have I ?


Were conscious
put off its sub

Were feeling
became real

Were there water
on oil?

Were they??

Was I understanding
you as I or me?

Was I changing my
mind and becoming evil?

Will I survive?

Will my reflection
show my shadow?

Will I read it?

Can I ?

Will my little
show my half?

Will I be yours?
Will you be me?

Will we be one?
but when?


Able I catch your back
Unable I reach your front

Able I subdue my anger
Unable my heart

Have I become you?

Have one, once apart
then be one?

Had I try to talk to you
with my deepest patience


but when will you tell??


I

Part Of Life

I have a friend named sadness

Everyday he struggles with happiness

I want to help them, but i

have no strength…

My other friend, good

said that her friend, bad

always bother her…

My teacher, experience

said that I need to make

friend with age…

Now, I have friend named age

She said I should look for Tima

but I don’t know where to find him

Then… I realize that he is

my shadow..

Everlasting shadow…

Lost In Desert

Once, I walk in a city

Only to find myself in desert

Once, I came to friend’s house

Only to find a fatamorgana

Once, I want to find an Oasis

but I don’t discover any

Once I was completely lost

Lost in a crowd

I find myself half disappear

My half is enjoying this life

but another abandoned me…

My soul’s always hungry

I think I feed it with many foods

but it always groans and shouts

Twice, I walk in a town

Only to find myself in desert

I’ll make it somehow…